Tuesday, August 30, 2005
hell so i've been living it up.. trying to exercise a bit.. lose some weight.. have some fun.. studies have gone out the window and all.. haha.. i know this is dumb.. but hell, i just dont feel like studying la fuck!
Anyway, about my tirade against computer-fixing and all.. well, i went against it.. heh - i mean couldn't la.. some of the first years needed help and all.. so i am back in business i guess.. but this time extremely selective i swear.. good thing is - i get fed a lot.. haha.. and err - get free publicity - check this out - that monster Yunwen put up my life story for all the world to see.. haha.. free advert eh.. there goes my shy private existence!!
And in other news - Charles called me today.. and i cant recall if i told the entire world.. for those who recall the episode a few months ago.. the biker chick one.. well she happens to be Charles' friend and he read my blog and was laughing his ass off.. well, he met her for lunch today and having already told her about his indian friend who thought she was hot.. proceeded to describe to her who the indian friend was (there was one other indian guy in the legal department at SCS but i was darker by far - so it was easy - he just told her, my friend is the darker one) and guess how she responded... "oh he is quite good looking" - i thought Charles was bullshitting me and all.. but he assured me it was completely true and entirely unsolicited.. hahahaha.. can you imagine the bloody irony of it.... i mean, there i was ogling at her everyday.. anyway, that doesnt really change anything.. heh.. i still wouldn't have done shit i guess.. but its always good to know.. i mean, i know iam stunningly handsome.. you all know it.. apparently she too thought that.. so its been a good day.. hehe..
And yeah, please stop reminding me that i had no balls and all that.. i damn well know.. haha
Ok i should stop.. this entry is long.. hmm.. think maybe morrow or something i am gonna explain my quick wank theory for all you horny guys out there.. its the surefire way to sanity and blessed release from all the horniness.. watch this space!!
Anyway, about my tirade against computer-fixing and all.. well, i went against it.. heh - i mean couldn't la.. some of the first years needed help and all.. so i am back in business i guess.. but this time extremely selective i swear.. good thing is - i get fed a lot.. haha.. and err - get free publicity - check this out - that monster Yunwen put up my life story for all the world to see.. haha.. free advert eh.. there goes my shy private existence!!
And in other news - Charles called me today.. and i cant recall if i told the entire world.. for those who recall the episode a few months ago.. the biker chick one.. well she happens to be Charles' friend and he read my blog and was laughing his ass off.. well, he met her for lunch today and having already told her about his indian friend who thought she was hot.. proceeded to describe to her who the indian friend was (there was one other indian guy in the legal department at SCS but i was darker by far - so it was easy - he just told her, my friend is the darker one) and guess how she responded... "oh he is quite good looking" - i thought Charles was bullshitting me and all.. but he assured me it was completely true and entirely unsolicited.. hahahaha.. can you imagine the bloody irony of it.... i mean, there i was ogling at her everyday.. anyway, that doesnt really change anything.. heh.. i still wouldn't have done shit i guess.. but its always good to know.. i mean, i know iam stunningly handsome.. you all know it.. apparently she too thought that.. so its been a good day.. hehe..
And yeah, please stop reminding me that i had no balls and all that.. i damn well know.. haha
Ok i should stop.. this entry is long.. hmm.. think maybe morrow or something i am gonna explain my quick wank theory for all you horny guys out there.. its the surefire way to sanity and blessed release from all the horniness.. watch this space!!
Saturday, August 27, 2005
The previous post has entirely lost its meaning i guess.. i hope i haven't gotten deep into shit this time.. i really hope this shit works out... shit shit shit.. Lord pleaaassseeee save my asss!
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
ah ah ah.. waist deep in block politics again.. Mein Gott!! I dont know.. i feel alternatingly too old for this shit and in too deep in this shit.. that it is shit, there is no room for doubt.. i am trying to a be a neutral observer / supporter.. i am a selfish bastard after all and i really do not want to spend my final academic year (of my entire life hopefully) engaging in all this.. and i do not mean actually being a blockhead or anything.. i dont even want to know anything that happens behind the scenes.. i want to be a mere participant.. and i want to be able to play my warcraft and drink my beer and catch up with my old friends whenever i feel like.. well, frankly to me.. me comes first.. and that is the truth - Amen to that!
seriously, i feel old and more than a little tired.. not because of selflessly devoting myself to the cause of hall or block or anything.. simply because this is just the way my mental makeup is.. and i think it is similar to a lot of the others in the block as well..
and one BIG thing i have learnt.. i think i need to learn to shut the fuck up.. why can i never do that!! grrrrhhhh
seriously, i feel old and more than a little tired.. not because of selflessly devoting myself to the cause of hall or block or anything.. simply because this is just the way my mental makeup is.. and i think it is similar to a lot of the others in the block as well..
and one BIG thing i have learnt.. i think i need to learn to shut the fuck up.. why can i never do that!! grrrrhhhh
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
There is something weird in the air.. and i've been afflicted with it.. i have no inclination to do anything.. no mood to be around people.. no mood to talk cock or drink or have fun.. its weird.. rather sit by myself and read a book or whatever else.. good, maybe i will start studying soon.. this is fucking weird.. he he.. but heck who cares.. and yeah don't feel much like blogging either.. bah.. the drudgery!!
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
ah - this post has been remove d - Tormod my friend from a distant land needs to edit his work.. haha.. think he might have gotten into some trouble.. here is just the gayish one..
Morning
look at the warm sunlight a river of gold
cascading driving away darkness and cold
shining on ancient trees with memories of old
and on delicate sleeping flowers as petals unfold
Nature her robes brightly doth wear
all her beauty unselfishly she doth share
all the world looks bright and fair
the morning inspires no worry no care
the birds seemingly restless in flight
singing wordless notes of their plight
the sun the flowers the birds against the blue sky
this pleasent assault on my senses - it gets me high
its this feeeling i get on such days
i cant wipe the grin away from my face
i would trade my lifetime for moments like these
lock me here and now - throw away the keys
Morning
look at the warm sunlight a river of gold
cascading driving away darkness and cold
shining on ancient trees with memories of old
and on delicate sleeping flowers as petals unfold
Nature her robes brightly doth wear
all her beauty unselfishly she doth share
all the world looks bright and fair
the morning inspires no worry no care
the birds seemingly restless in flight
singing wordless notes of their plight
the sun the flowers the birds against the blue sky
this pleasent assault on my senses - it gets me high
its this feeeling i get on such days
i cant wipe the grin away from my face
i would trade my lifetime for moments like these
lock me here and now - throw away the keys
