think iam gonna stop blogging... too little time.. and even less inclination... we'll see

Sitting in a boring debrief.. The Prelude (mock camp) just ended..

I keep telling myself these are just kids.. but the way they think and do things.. sometimes irritates and infuriates.. dont they like THINK????????

welll.. more bitching later.. it was fun though..

Phew - been a damned busy few days.. and it only promises to get busier.. the magic of FWOC!! Met up with colleagues in the weekend though who had a jolly good time ribbing me about being a babysitter and reminded me of my glorious vows not to participate in any of this "ECA nonsense" - haha.. how times change..

But yeah, aint been blogging in a while and really dont have much of a motivation to.. its weird.. aint been sleeping all that much.. funny but normally when i do that iam havign fun.. despite all the stuff iam doing i think iam getting bored.. its like.. its just NOT fun.. weird eh.. i think iam just one of nature's butterflies.. you know how you need to flit from flower to flower.. you know.. the same bunch of people everyday, no matter how much fun they are - they just get boring.. the monotony of it all.. oh well.. ofcourse if it was a chick or girlfriend or whatever it is different...

Ah - must mention SingYee's birthday party - or rather the aftermath.. we drank and talked and played stoopid shit like Truth or Dare - which was actually fun.. eh Eugene.. will you ever look at a tub of Haagen Daz the same way again? Neither will Kok i think ;)

Every cure to every affliction
Only ends up a new addiction
Every idea that is meant to be a solution
Only augments the internal pollution
Every comforting thought
Only a demon to be fought
Every experience something to forget
Only lingering are thoughts of regret
Every worry to be banished
Only reminding joys long vanished
Every line filled with complaint
Only a soothing attempt in vain
Every minute spent writing this
Only another minute of sleep I miss...

Not very happy.. increasingly irritable.. sleepy and tired.. not having fun.. phew.. so much fun..

hmm.. contrary to all that.. here's a sweet one..

When i saw ur impish grin
I knew the sun had a twin
When i heard your sweet ringing voice
Then I knew a nightingale hadn't poise
When i saw your walk, your delicate ways
I knew you could teach a swan some grace
I searched high i searched low
and then i saw the rainbow
I knew i found something that came near
The beauty that is you my dear