Tuesday, April 19, 2005
This studying thing aint quite working out.. very unproductive - and not to mention wayy behind time.. and cant seem to get stressed enough to work properly.. crazy shit!!
And this blog is also becoming bloody boring.. cant think of anything interesting to write about.. all i can think of is how well iam wasting time not studying.. wtf!!
On a separate note - didnt get the allianz internship - apparently because of "unforeseen consequences" - either its horrible english (err - selecting someone else is hardly an unforeseen consequence eh) or its horrible luck if really something unforeseen happened.. either way it dont matter.. end justifies the means.. all that matters is that i didnt get it.. I dont quite understand.. this whole second-degree-i-know-what-am-doing-so-it-will-all-be-worth-it-long-term thing is not working out.. i have no salary, no decent grades, not even any 'best friends' to talk about.. all that this is amounting to is a lost career, squandered savings, lots of young but decent friends, lots of good old soon-to-be-former friends and all in all upto now a fucking wasted 2 years.. mama mia.. such fun!!!
And this blog is also becoming bloody boring.. cant think of anything interesting to write about.. all i can think of is how well iam wasting time not studying.. wtf!!
On a separate note - didnt get the allianz internship - apparently because of "unforeseen consequences" - either its horrible english (err - selecting someone else is hardly an unforeseen consequence eh) or its horrible luck if really something unforeseen happened.. either way it dont matter.. end justifies the means.. all that matters is that i didnt get it.. I dont quite understand.. this whole second-degree-i-know-what-am-doing-so-it-will-all-be-worth-it-long-term thing is not working out.. i have no salary, no decent grades, not even any 'best friends' to talk about.. all that this is amounting to is a lost career, squandered savings, lots of young but decent friends, lots of good old soon-to-be-former friends and all in all upto now a fucking wasted 2 years.. mama mia.. such fun!!!
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