Thursday, March 17, 2005
This one is dedicated to studies..
Well, this semester so far I think I have attended like what 6 lectures? something like that - incidentally I have 7 a week.. number of tuorials i have skipped - 4.. i have 2 a week.. i have read 2 chapters of the textbook for one subject (because there was a 20% assignment which i could not have done without those 2 chapters).. i also read 5 articles for the other subject (because that one had a 30% assignment that we all had a MONTH to research and do).. the 3rd subject is a practical one and is 100% CA - its also a group assignment thing, so that one is no issue.. i have not done a single tutorial or completed any reading..
So anyway, now that i have put it all down, i feel like SHIT!! After all iam a full time student now and wasn't supposed to repeat mistakes i made during my first degree.. my first one was somewhere along these lines.. but i had to perform then and the pressure got me sooner rather than later and i studied like a dawg a few weeks before the exams.. didnt wanna get kicked out of scholarship i guess.. or maybe it was simply the age and the intelligence.. whatever it is, i cant get pressured now.. this sucks dammit.. i dont know what the topics in my subjects are, leave alone where they are right now in lectures and tutorials.. dammit man!!! i must FUCKING study
Study i will.. fuckkkk.. damnnn.. this semester is sooo screwedddd.. no more alcohol.. no more nonsense.. time to study.. fuckkkkk fuckkkkkk
Well, this semester so far I think I have attended like what 6 lectures? something like that - incidentally I have 7 a week.. number of tuorials i have skipped - 4.. i have 2 a week.. i have read 2 chapters of the textbook for one subject (because there was a 20% assignment which i could not have done without those 2 chapters).. i also read 5 articles for the other subject (because that one had a 30% assignment that we all had a MONTH to research and do).. the 3rd subject is a practical one and is 100% CA - its also a group assignment thing, so that one is no issue.. i have not done a single tutorial or completed any reading..
So anyway, now that i have put it all down, i feel like SHIT!! After all iam a full time student now and wasn't supposed to repeat mistakes i made during my first degree.. my first one was somewhere along these lines.. but i had to perform then and the pressure got me sooner rather than later and i studied like a dawg a few weeks before the exams.. didnt wanna get kicked out of scholarship i guess.. or maybe it was simply the age and the intelligence.. whatever it is, i cant get pressured now.. this sucks dammit.. i dont know what the topics in my subjects are, leave alone where they are right now in lectures and tutorials.. dammit man!!! i must FUCKING study
Study i will.. fuckkkk.. damnnn.. this semester is sooo screwedddd.. no more alcohol.. no more nonsense.. time to study.. fuckkkkk fuckkkkkk
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