A thought just popped into my head.. faster than you can say "fuck" it popped in and went right away.. its weird, but was talking to my newfound friend Ben, who has strong views on values and shit.. he invariably takes the moral highground and though he does not preach or look down upon individuals who do not prescribe to his perception of what is good in life, his disdain for them - however slight, is barely concealed.. I, ofcourse just tell him that all he needs to do is get laid once and all will be clear.. he staunchly refuses to even consider the wisdom of my words.. but since iam so obviously not indulging in wild orgies and such, he does not look upon me with disfavour.. in other words, we get along.. so you see, he was alluding to porn with such vehement distaste, i had to step in, take a stand and defend it for a bit.. and that is when this thought popped in.. it came in faster than a stuntcock could cum.. (before you wonder what the hell iam talking about, check THIS out - its a link Shaocong passed to me - he is easily the weirdest asshole i've ever known, but thats cool..

So anyway, you see - on one hand, there is Ben who could quite possibly put an apostle to shame (no porn.. no wanking off.. is this guy for REAL??) and on the other we have Shaocong and Larry (not from NUS so fret not) - hedonists supreme! All of them are friends, but if push cums to shove, whose side would I, or for that matter - most of us be on? I dont know.. most of our morals are for exhibition and disappear in the privacy of our bedrooms.. how many of us can state confidently that we have stared temptation in the eye and turned her down? Lack of temptation is no testament to being moralistic and good and noble.. it is facing it and saying no that is tough.. even then, how many of us can repeatedly turn down temptation? How long does it take before we too succumb? I don't know.. Frankly, I know not what values I possess.. with each passing year, the line of distinction between good and bad seems to blur.. the more people I meet, the more the foundations of whatever convictions I possess crumble.. heh, weird eh..

But yeah, I still say yes to beer and iam NOT going to abstain.. I've thought enough about that one.. yeah Al.. values dont apply to alcohol do they ;)

Goddamn morning lecture.. probably gonna skip again.. someone wake me the fuck up.. yeah righhtt!