Right ho, here I go..

Blogging to me aint an addiction, unlike some of the others(yes thats YOU mel and YOU hailin) who prominently mention their efforts to keep away from it.. however, there are times when it gives me a certain amount of pleasure.. and ofcourse it gives me the artistic license to say whatever nonsense I want to, and grants me (however exaggerated or imaginary) an audience.. now, i normally don't wear my heart on my sleeve and write personal, emotional messages.. I mean, yeah well, I guess a certain amount of it shows from the stuff here, but people who write all about how devastated or how deliriously happy they are in their blogs.. hmm - doesnt appeal to me at all.. i think all writing must at least try a little bit to step away from feelings and attempt to amuse.. even a diary (which is what people treat their blogs as I guess)

Anyway, on a totally different topic, I realise kids these days are a LOT more messed up than 6-7 years ago.. Its like, EVERYONE has relationship problems.. and none of them are too straight forward.. its like, very little black and very little white and a HUGE patch of grey in between.. I dont get it.. I mean either you like someone, in which case you do all you can to keep it together.. or you dont like someone and you just fuck it.. but these days, people think and think and think.. they seem NEVEr to be sure.. they like a person today and 69 hours later they dont.. I mean what the FUCK's with that? I mean - hey dont get me wrong.. nothing personal - i aint involved in any of this.. but I hear soo much shit from so many people, its fucked up! You like someone, cool be with him/her.. you don't then dont be with him/her.. I mean you dont go and fuck around with anyone's feelings.. Similarly, if the person likes you, good.. if the person doesn't, you fuck off and pick up the pieces and maintain whatever dignity/pride you have left.. and if a person likes you, you say yes or no.. you dont play the guessing game and let them chase you all around.. but no, kids these days, they do all the thinking AFTER they start liking the person and sometimes AFTER they get attached.. I mean.. isnt nothing sacred anymore?

And i must direct most of this tirade against the chicks! They simply dont know what they want to do.. they simply DONT.. if they wanna play, hey then they should just tell the guys that.. but these players, they pretend to be good girls.. mess up these stupid guys who fall for them.. there is no such thing as a simple chick no more.. I mean chicks were never simple.. but they were never this messed up either.. thing is, they always know what they are getting into, but still emerge claiming to be victims.. whats with THAT?? I dont know whether to pity them.. or to blame them.. "hate to say I told you so"!!!

I dont know if its a 1997/2004 difference.. I dont know if its an NUS/NTU difference.. I dont know if its a i-was-18-and-didnt-know-this-shit-then-but-now-i-see-it-everywhere difference.. i simply dont know.. all i know is that when i was in NTU, i did not encounter this.. people did keep it simple then.. what happened now? damned if i know..

Alright - will stop there.. ha ha.. but seriously, none of that was personal.. just that way too many kids (kids i call friends) are messing themselves up.. i swear it aint 1 or 2 or 3 or even 5.. its a lot more.. i dont get it.. keep it simple eh folks.. easy does it!