Had a fun talkcock cum drinking session last night.. yeah we ended at like 530.. and i was up at 10+ to attend softball training.. haha.. but damn it was fun.. this is what i want more of.. just chill and talk cock and listen to music and have fun.. university life.. isn't this what its supposed to be?? Good shit eh..

Well - supposed to meet the NTU gang.. the junior one.. aint sure if I actually wanna go.. and if I do if i wanna stay all the way.. yeah, cause J will be there and really now what am i thinking.. do i wanna see and remember? dammit.. i think not.. amazing how things can turn from great to fucked up in a short while.. haha.. but i think i am beyond that shit now.. fuck this shit ;)


did u try
then fail and cry?
did you ache
then wonder if it was all a mistake?
did you break
then many dear things forsake?
did you forget
then someone else you met?
did you feel the pain
then swore never to do it again?
did you yearn
then move on and learn?
did you on ur feet stay
then when you could, walk away?
did it bring u to your knees
then leave your heart in many a piece?
did you think forever
then hurt when you realised never?

oh well.. go fucking learn...