damn.. you know.. there is a post somewhere in may i think when i mentioned my reaction when i saw a hostage beheading.. they just did it again.. and this time being the pig-headed fuck that i was i watched the video on my comp.. with the sound turned on!!

i tell you - i almost threw up and cried.. i mean iam not KIDDING.. and 2 mins before that i was sad cause L'pool lost to ManU.. that is nothing.. insignificant.. I mean seriously guys.. what the fuck is wrong with people.. the guy is writhing and screaming and in the end just kind of wheezes.. i mean absolutely fucking horrible.. i really thought i would fucking cry man.. i mean it aint no joke.. its sick and sad and i mean words are inadequate.. what is wrong with people? We as a kind - I repeat - deserve to be fucking decimated.. this will haunt me for a while.. only hope i can sleep.. SICK MOTHERFUCKERS of the world..

killing only begets more killing right.. when will we EVER learn??? when will we EVER FUCKING LEARN????

iam feeling sick.. very very sick

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hey you - carry on doing the right thing.. aint easy but hang in there.. what is right is good for you.. dont waver this time... ;)