alright - i really am getting cranky i think.. easily irritable is me.. nothing is fun anymore.. mountains of work to do and the cock that is me aint doing shit.. this aint gonna be fun for a long time i think.. i can smell trouble.. its brewing... i can just feel it.. iam gonna upto my neck in shitcreek soon.. dont know how or when or where.. i just feel the damn thing.. that is just the way its gonna be.. i just know it...