back to mah blog!
oh well - been a busy few days.. funny - i dont think anyone's reading this - but i wanna write - makes it all the more interesting.. dont know why.. ha ha

One thing's for sure - marriage and this whole obligations to relatives thing - too much for me.. i dont ever wanna be married - i dont ever want relatives and all these irritating obligations!!

ah but iam not having that torrid a time at all - just the good old bitchiness surfacing and its always the bad shit that shines through.. pessimist is me..

Despite being busy got some time to email the prof (who aptly hasnt replied) and fool around with flash.. looks interesting and not that difficult.. but sure needs hell a lot of patience and creativity - how do people manage THAT? Been missing S'pore a wee bit.. weird eh.. home now is S'pore and not here.. funny too how parents are ageing and while some things sadly change, some things even more unfortunately do not.. meeting all sorts of all old family friends and relatives.. like iam the host for freak show central!! Reading PGWodehouse again - he is da best..

Funny feeling - i know iam gonna miss the parents, but somehow cannot imagine living with them full time again.. if and when that happens there will be a lot of getting used to.. more for them than for me i think.. this new found fondness for independence - or maybe its just growing up? This time I feel old.. like really old.. mature and responsible and all that shit.. aint looking at things the same like i used to.. i FEEEL old.. scary eh.. noone's asking me to.. think mom's wondering too - though she doesnt say anything different.. still force feeding me and all..

I dont want to feel the age folks but I am feeling it.. curse the workign life experience.. it is singularly responsible for all this change..

Alrighty whatever - when I get back to mah beer everythink should be hunkydory again!! I guess.. FWOC here i cum.. pun unintended..