Tomorrow is the final paper - before 3 months of total freedom - unless you factor in FWOC, but that is fun.. So well, after about 5 years, I finally have a really long break! (Yah, after graduation started working only a month later, so that wasn't long either - the last long break was in 1999). Sounds like fun - if I can actually do half the things Iam mentally planning and yearning to do.. when did you ever realise time was so crucial eh!!

And had the familiar panicky feeling that churns your insides and confuses your intestines, pancreas, gall bladder and vocal cords! It was actually a delicious feeling as for that little while I felt superhuman and learning was a breeze.. now if only I can figure out how to get and sustain the feeling.. ohh yeahh!!

Good bye to the dining hall for a while I guess..

Oh yeah, the missing link invited me to dinner with the exchange students - though looking at her, you would think it was (s)exchange student.. he he he

Suddenly so many things to write about.. should be meeting J to collect the backpack - aint a pleasing prospect.. and guess mom will have to be in M'sia while i travel off to India first - yeah, could not change the damn plane ticket

Holidays - long free days with absolutely no responsibility.. ah the freedom I crave.. actually just the opportunity to slack.. this is a tremendous feeling.. suddenly I do not for one bit mind student life.. thought I might mind it a few hours from now when I have to face Law of Contract!!!

Just to complete today's entry - which incidentally is sooo full of myself.. here's a little something...

In Between

Sometimes i think everything in life i have
Other times i think everything in life i lack
Truth is its something in between

Sometimes i think iam goddamn smart
other times i think iam a dumb fart
Truth is iam something in between

Sometimes i think money will answer all my needs
Other times i think all that matter are good deeds
Truth is its something in between

Sometimes i think at all costs i should be nice
Other times i think it isnt worth the price
Truth is its something in between

Sometimes i think this world is a lovely beautiful place
Other times i think everyone should get the f**k off my face
Truth is its something in between

Sometimes i think my best friend is a poser
Other times i think maybe he isnt that much a loser
Truth is its something in between

Sometimes i think every man is born to hate
Other times i think to each his fate
Truth is its something in between

Sometimes i think every girl is born to break some guy's heart
Other times i think every broken hearted guy played his part
Truth is its something in between

Sometimes i think life should always be the same
Other times i think that would be so damn lame
Truth is its something in between

Sometimes i think in everything i must have my way
Other times i think others should have a greater say
Truth is its somethign in between

Sometimes i think my rhymes are really cool
Other times i think iam a f***ing fool
Truth is its something in between

Sometimes i think u might read this and get what i mean
Other times i think you'll never understand what ive been
Truth is its something in between..........